so i do have a weakness...

for musicals.. kinda random but i love them
really just the theater in general
and i just saw Wicked. it blew my mind (understatement)
the understudy for Elphaba preformed tonight, her name is Teal Wicks and she Stole the whole thing
Megan Hilthy played Glinda and did really good too... She is no Kristen Chenoweth but she held her own

it just makes me want to act on stage even more
so if you haven't seen it yet then GO!
even if you don't like musicals you'll love this

so, pretty much...

i have been getting a lot of bloody noses and headaches
thats most likely not good so i should get that checked out

other then that...
i have been looking at cars since i am saving up to get a new one
i love my ranger but "tommy" (green ranger, get it??) just isn't as dependable as it used to be
i am doing too much freeway driving and it keeps acting up, it'll last me until i have the money for a new car but it's better to start looking now


this is the list of cars in mind based on comfort, gas mileage and looks haha:
VW Rabbit (my cousin just got one and ham has one, great car)
VW GTI (wanted this car for years, Rabbit on crack)
Mini Cooper (need i even say anything)
Pontiac Solstice w/ mod hardtop (Jazz :])

and 2 bikes:
Yamaha FZ6
Suzuki SV650s


any other good ideas on transportation?

Head Shot!!

So it's been over a month since i started this blogger madness and i have been been doing some new things :]

there are some changes that have gone on, inside and out, so woop for that haha

i went out to Murtown to visit Ham and Sabertooth from Sunday to wednesday, it was freaking fun like always

got better at Halo so i will be willing to show you up if i have to hahaha

got this done...

It is fresh in this pic and i got it monday night so it's healed quite a bit and looks really nice

i also have an apointment for the 24th of Feb. with Quiggle to finish my chest so after that i'll be done for a bit

really looking forward to all the big things coming up in my life... as for now i need to go get ready because i just got out of the shower and need to call Sir Parks

Looking Through Door Frames

i want so badly to do so much..
i strive so hard everyday to not just give up on everything,
giving up is the easy way out and i dont want to be just another one of those who give up on everything they wanted because it is just out of reach...
there are so many doors open right now and they are just waiting for me to walk through them

it leaves me with so many questions..
and i fear the answers to most, if not all of them

i know that there are high prices to pay,
and the road that i am going to have to travel will be like walking on broken glass,
one false step and i will have another scar for the collection


i haven't made it this far on my own,
sure i have been stubborn and tried to,
i have put on a facade too many times,
but i will always remember who was truly there,
and who just said they would be...


i am going to try my hardest to succeed no matter the obsticals,
my name will be heard, respected, and loved...
i will shine